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id="entries";> <div class="background2"> <div class="title"><span style="color:#ff006c;"></span></div> <div class="date">Sunday, August 30, 2009 12:40 PM </div> <div style="clear:both;"></div><a href="http://g.purevolumecdn.com/cdnImages/crop_345x235/Artist-99148378-1632654.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 345px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 235px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://g.purevolumecdn.com/cdnImages/crop_345x235/Artist-99148378-1632654.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Okay. </div><div>Does anyone have any useful advice on how to stop crying over a fuckin' bastard who broke your heart not once, twice, but over and over again?</div><div>Argh. </div><div>Yesterday night, I thought of that bloody F.S. and couldn't stop crying. </div><div>Stupid, right? I <strong>know</strong>.</div><div>There's like this... emotional blender inside of me.</div><div>Everytime I see <strong>her, </strong>I get so goddamn angry. Not only with her, but also with myself. Its... very complicated.</div><div>And sometimes, I get so jealous that I feel like punching someone/thing. Why is it so easy for her to be friends with him/her? Why is it so fucking goddman hard for <strong>me </strong>to accept that he/she likes her better than me now? </div><div>I guess its cos I just can't let go of the <strong>old</strong> him/her.</div><div>Hmph.</div><div>So now, they're like, BFFs or something.</div><div>Someone kill me.</div><div>Enough of ranting. </div><div>Going back to H.I.P.S tomorrow. Dunno why I feel so... reluctant.</div><div>Should I go? Or should I just give some lame excuse not to?</div><div>Argh! I can't make up my mind, dammit!</div><div>Chill, Sarah.</div><div>OhmyGod. I think I'm having mood swings! Eeeek!</div><div>Nevermind. </div><div>I think I'm just worried that I'm gonna feel so left out. Its like, so many of my friends are in the same secondary school and I'm not. </div><div>Sigh.</div><div>Life?</div><div>Totally unfair.</div><br /><div></div><div><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">"How do you love someone without getting hurt? 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