Tuesday, January 19, 2010 9:00 PM
Argh.
I'm so confused.
I tell myself not to think of you, but I can't help it.
Everytime I come across somethin' that reminds me of you, my heart breaks all over again.
You don't know this, but everytime you walk by, I fall apart.
No one understands.
They don't know how
scared
I am.
I don't know how to handle what I'm feeling inside.
I've never felt this way before.
People want me to go up to you and say 'hi', but I just don't have the courage to.
I just... don't trust myself enough.
Mianhe, I know all this crap must be hard to understand...
*Sighs*